Monthly Archives: March 2006

insensitive me

And after we learn about listening we really should learn about paying attention … How do we know what other people are thinking and feeling? Well we could pay attention to what they say and how they behave and body … Continue reading

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is anybody in there?

I’ve never really thought about it but I guess I’d thought I was a good listener … until I stepped outside myself and asked some people, women, about listening. What I found out showed me that, at least now, I’m … Continue reading

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emotional muskeg

Somewhere in all of this I’ve become somehow disconnected from my emotions. Kind of like my dreams – I know I have them but don’t remember them when I waken. I achieve that little feat on purpose but the disconnected … Continue reading

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Time does not play by the rules

Yesterday was the 19th … technically 5 months now. I try to look back and gauge whether that seems short or long … and find it depends on the context in which my perspective finds itself in this search. It’s … Continue reading

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reality bad … dreamland worse.

Do what I can to keep them away those things that are seen when sleeping mind’s at play waking means shaking that place where I’ve been mentally hiding those things only closed eyes have seen. It’s not her … then … Continue reading

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to blog or not

sharing photos … ok. Blogging … I don’t know about that. Why would the world (you) care about my thinking? … Why would I wish to share that with you?   At the root core of ‘me’ … my personal … Continue reading

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